“The sun stopped shining for me is all. The whole story is: I am sad. I am sad all the time and the sadness is so heavy that I can't get away from it. Not ever.” ― Nina LaCour, Hold Still

This is how depression is. Sure the medication helps a bit but it will never take the pain away. Depression is hard to live with. Everyone always asks you whats wrong. When I say nothing I really mean its nothing. If you ask and I tell you I don't know its because I don't know. I'm not just telling you that to make you go away I'm telling you the truth. I don't know why I'm like this. I wish I knew. Maybe if I knew I could fix it. But thats not reality. Thats not how this is.